The question isn't who is going to let me; it's who is going to stop me. --Ayn Rand

9.2.08

The End?

It is misleading to say that I have no regrets. Rather, I am almost proud of every decision I have ever made. Stepping back, I can look at my life and see the direct result of all the good decisions I've made.

But, I don't know how to extend that to my relationships. Would other people regret things I have done? Maybe. I don't. As I like to say, I have no emotions. The overwhelming theme of a lot of my relationships is simply "neutral."

I have been dating RP for 3 months now, including a 1 month gap during the holidays. For the first time in any of my relationships--and from the beginning--I thought that I might not be exclusive. Particularly during my trip to Europe. Neutral.

And so, something was bound to happen. Last night I was presented with a opportunity, and I took it. I do not regret it, but I am wondering how this will eventually shape my future. Neutral.

This could be a mess.

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